Trauma within!

Why do I feel lonely,
When I am surrounded with friends?

Why am I lost,
when i am in a crowd?

Why do I suddenly feel a stranger,
when I talk to my close friends?

Am I a patient of amnesia,
or is it insomia...?
Or maybe it is the people around me,
Or...(pause) is it my own behaviour?
I don't know (or is it that I do not want to know)?

Questions,questions and more questions..
Why am i always full of questions?

Am I trying to find an answer?
Or getting away from my problems?
Or maybe it is just curiousity!

My Questions and thier answers,
One day I will find them all!
When I say All,
I mean all...The reason,the story behind..everything!!